I Can't Live With Myself Anymore

I want to kill myself. I have it all planned, my only worry is that I will only OD and not complete the task. I thought the internet had endless information to source, however, there is never enough detail. I want to make sure I do it right and not end up a vegetable, living on machines or worse disabled. I do not have access to a gun and hanging.........well sounds to painful. So drugs are my tool of choice. I've been saving up various prescriptions, in hopes of collecting enough for it to work. Only how much is enough? Do I even have the right combination?
bellakiki73 bellakiki73
36-40
Nov 26, 2012