Alone

I can be surrounded by people who pretend to care about me but I know they don't. Kind of like yesterday I was with my mom and my sister they just acted like I wasn't even there. I just want to stop feeling alone is that to much to ask? Apparently it is for me. I have no one to talk to or ask for help because no one understands what I am going through. I can't sleep, or eat if I try i just puke it up ten minutes later. I have tried to kill myself a lot but failed every single time. I don't know what to do I just want to end already.
arick6 arick6
18-21
Dec 14, 2012