A Couple Of Practical Questions

I cannot recall a day when I have not thought of suicide. Tried twice. Thinking of it again. Anyone know a seller of pentob. or have thoughts about helium hoods? Any insights/thoughts? Clearly, i am not one for shooting or hanging. I am looking for something quieter and less dramatic.
Philipbaso Philipbaso
41-45, M
Jan 21, 2013