I Had An Affair

Maybe I am crazy or maybe just bored. Maybe it is my midlife crisis or maybe I am not 'in love' with my husband. I thought I was. It was my school reunion. I wonder how many women, or men, would sieze the oportunity to be with their school crush if the opportunaty presented itself. I did.
sweetnector sweetnector
46-50, F
4 Responses Jan 17, 2013

All the unanswered questions about yourself suck... I'm asking myself the same ones. I'm sorry you're going through this.

Most women would

Things do change when you get older, but I would not do it if I had the chance for a do over. Unless you are unhappy in your current relationship, do not do it. It just wasn't worth it. One mistake I will remember the rest of my life.

I think it takes a very strong person to admit something like this, and for that I give you a lot of respect. Granted I'm still young, this is something I've often thought about when I get older. I'm the type of guy who wants to settle down, get married, have a family, and so on. But questions like these always make me think: Is she in fact the one? Will I still care about her the same then as I do now? If I were in your shoes, there's a chance I would have done the same...