I've been married twenty yrs. My husband has been working nights six pm to eight am for almost four yrs now and works every weekend Saturday and Sunday and sometimes Friday.. I'm off every weekend. Two yrs ago I met someone but been broken off for a year. Every weekend I am so miserable, bored, and lonely. I feel like there is no point of being married if my husband is not here with me at night and especially on the weekends. I feel so lonely, I wish I have someone else. I wanted to leave but I'm confused we have two kids eighteen and ten yrs old boys. And my husband says that we're just lucky he has a job with this tough economy. And I agree but I can't stop how I'm feeling. What should I do? I feel like I don't love him anymore.