I have this urge. Just to grab my box cutter, and cutting today. Its like, something I so badly want to do, something that will make me focus on something else, something that will make me feel alive. I am so numb, yet hurting so much at the same time. I just want to cut so bad.

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1 Response Aug 13, 2010

I understand... it's been 4 years since i've done it and the urge to do it again is strong :( I got 2 piercings yesterday... but it feels like it's not enough. Sometimes I think let's just do one little cut, but what happens once I start again?