Urge To Cut...

im 18, i stopped cutting for like 6 months it was all going well until things turned bad. i need to cut soo bad feel the rush of relief swallow me whole into the numbness. I threw away my blade months ago now i want it soo bad im desperately trying to find a new one in my house but there is nothing. I want to cut again i feel it calling me.
lostanddelirious1 lostanddelirious1
18-21, F
May 12, 2012