The End Never Comes

I don't do it very often, but when i do, I can't stop until I am exhausted
I've suffered some nerve damage on one of my arms, I often feel "shocks" on the tips of my fingers, they twitch on their own or I feel like my knuckles are on fire.
I can't do it as much as I want to because there are people who love me and some of them I can't be away from, so in order to be with them, I have to stay away from my multiple razors.

most of the times, I flip a coin and that decides wether I cut and how much I do it, I'm tired of putting any effort into even trying to die, so I don't really care what the outcome is
raerdash raerdash
18-21, F
Nov 3, 2011