I Don't Know Anymore...I used to cut every once in a while but now it's more like every week and I can't stop. All this mental pain, the lack of silence in my head- I can't take it. It gets worse with my family situation and I hate to say but I have no close friends that I can share this with. I cut deep sometimes and sometimes just feel like throwing my life away and committing suicide. The only thing stopping me is that I want to see how things turn out when I move away from this awful house and if it'll ever get better. Cutting is my addiction and it helps me feel in control of my messed up life.
darkcelebi 13-15, F 1 Response 1 May 13, 2012