Silent Cry For Help..
I don't cut for "attention." I don't cut because it is the "new thing to do." I cut, because I feel like I deserve it. It's also reassuring, in a way. To know that by just pressing the blade down harder, it all ends. Just like that. I don't cut everyday, but some days I just snap. I don't like telling people my problems, so I keep it all inside. That's not good. Then to get some relief from it, I cut. Before I even experience the relief, guilt floods my mind and heart and body. Its a vicous cycle. And I can't stop..