Mind Over Matter

I'm a kid who has cut all over where ever I can think of I got caught by my teacher and it wasn't even a hard time you know it was simple then, Now Its bad again ( bullying) and I crave it like a smoker to ciggarets.... I never could understand it at first but its something that helps with the pain I need it like a dog needs a loving family I'm probably crazy to some But It takes away the pain for seconds ... Hours even days at a time I use to go twenty at a time It was. A harsh world of pain I need it now more then ever crazy or not... It ashames me but ... I can't do anything else right jow we can't see a therapist or .. Rehab .
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Dec 3, 2012