I have quit for a bit. My lover confronted me a couple months ago and I couldnt joke the topic off. So I have been trying to be a "good girl" sense. But now Im falling back into the desires. I even flirted with the idea of bringing it with me when I come home for the holidays. But I know he would be so disappointed. I just want to so bad. Im so tired of this. I want to sooooo bad. Im trying not to, but I dont know how not to; how to get away from this dance.
ineffable76 ineffable76
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 10, 2012

i am having a really hard time not doing it as well:/ if you wanna talk im here!

Thanks and likewise. Its so difficult. I know if it wasnt for him, I would have already slipped. Idk. :/

its crazy how some people caan have such an impact!!!