Stupid Me

i wanted to puke so bad last night the urge was so strong. but i have not given in to my bulimia 4 weeks now. so stupid me, cut myself, not bad, just enough to bleed a bit n feel the pain. i dont want to do this. but in a way i felt release from my pain. w.t.f. is wrong w/ me.

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1 Response Feb 12, 2010

destiny24 trust me you need professional help. Your urge is a product of extreme anxiety and depression. It is not one single factor that is going to help you but a whole programme that combines structure in your day with meaningful relaxation therapies and maybe medication. Good luck and try to be patient with yourself.