Blade, Blood, Guilt.

I wanted to cut so I did Im so powerles but its not exactly something you can control. I want to do it again just thinking bout the blade in the back of my phone makes me want to do it again. The last one I did was beautiful 2 inches wide and deep as hell bleed for ages I felt guilty afterwards per ussual but I needed the releif its just not fair how harming one self makes one feel better cause we have no where to turn to. The blade is the only one that understands me the blood is only thing that comforts me and the pain is the only thing I know is real.

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Mar 5, 2010