I Want to Delete Thoughts to Make Room For New Happier Ones
condsider knowing me for a minute and seeing my delicate pale face cry in envy of everyone laughing while all i can do is reciprocate reasons i love life. If anyone in the world could be me i would wish it not upon them. Only i could go through my own personal hell and continue on to laugh and smile and hug. I am proud to know who i am finally but the road feels so long and its not the anticipation i yearn for its the knowledge of sucess and right now i feel so undefined and almost drifting back to my stars again....
I am constantly worried i am acting like nothing is wrong when i am only waiting for everything to be over and when i can breathe calmly again and breathe my air which i can only imagine right now....I think things are changing so i can finally leave this ******* place. I cant tell other people how badly i am running in circles and really underlining my arsonal with reflections of past just so i can get the bottle of emotions open to let a little bit more out before it overflows.
Maybe i just need a better mind set-i don't always think things through for myself so i am deleting my anxiety and remembering my life will be calm once again in a month...many happy thoughts imagined will come true because I am in control of my life.
