Here I Am, Alone Again

My boyfriend told me that I am not worth marrying. He's the person I've spent the past three years with, traveled the world with and waited for. I thought if I was patient, he'd ask me to marry him. I though we'd have children. I don't have a job, I don't want to meet new people, I just want to stay in my room and sleep forever. I want to take pills, drink, cut. i want to be gone. I have been nothing but a waste to everyone in my life, My parents spent so much money on my education and I've done nothing with it. Every men who I've loved has stopped loving me. I am a burden. I am incredibly sad.
serusk serusk
26-30
3 Responses Jul 12, 2010

i know the feeling but any guy who has Loved you that tells you that u r not worth somthing doesnt deserve you any way if he loved you at one point he wouldnt ever talk to you like that you are not a burden & im sure youll meet a guy who knows what you are worth!

This time will pass, sister. Find the strength in yourself, because that guy sounds like a *****.

This time will pass, sister. Find the strength in yourself, because that guy sounds like a *****.