I'm Nineteen And

i
have
nothing
to live for.
only thing holding me back
are how my parents will
forever blame themselves
and the fear fo the unknown
and the probablepain.

there is nothing
that gives me a reason to live.
i have not felt true happiness since fourth grade.
it has been over ten years.
i do not think this is a temporary problem.

what does it feel to be normal?
An Ep User An EP User
1 Response Jan 8, 2013

I have not been happy for a long time my mom really ****** me up with verbal abuse