My Life Is A Waste Of Time
I used to think everything would get better with time. Intead, it only got worse. What's the point in living when you aren't doing ANYTHING useful, just waisting your time away like it's nothing. I just feel my life slipping away through my fingers like sand. I feel like there's two people fighting inside of me. One says: well there's still hope, there's always a future, there's always a tomorrow, it's not that bad. The other one says: Why don't you just go ahead and kill yourself if it's so useless? Make it easier for every one. I keep fighting off the bad thoughts on and off but they still come back. What's the point in fighting when there's nothing to fight for? Just sitting and waiting for nothing...Does anyone else feel this way?