Trapped

I hate my life.

I'm a college student and I'm desperately unhappy with my major. I thought it was what I wanted but it isn't.

I feel so alone.

My friends don't call or text and if I text them about anything that isn't about school it goes unanswered.

I'm fat and I'm ugly and no one has ever or will ever want me. I don't even try anymore. I'm sick of being hurt.

I can't do anything right.

I'm trapped at a college I hate and I don't have any reason to live.

If I find a way to die without leaving too much of a mess behind I'm taking it because I have no other way out.

probablyflashy probablyflashy
18-21, F
Feb 19, 2010