It's So Simple.

The idea of dying. It’s much too easy. I don’t have to think too much. I don’t have to worry about whether or not I’m good enough. I don’t have to finish school or go to college. I don’t have to listen to anyone else’s problems; I have enough problems on my own. I don’t have to live up to all these great expectations my friends and family believe I can conquer. I don’t have to deal with the future or becoming a failure. I don’t have to be told time and time again how psycho I am, or how much I need help. I don’t have to hurt anyone. I don’t have to be hurt by anyone. I don’t have to be asked the typical question, “What’s wrong, Snow?” I don’t have to answer the usual, “Nothing, I’m just sleepy-don’t really feel good.” I don’t have to feel a thing. I don’t have to want a thing, or even need a thing. I don't have to rely on myself, or anyone for that matter. I don’t have to get my hopes up only to have them crushed. I don’t have to be anything. I don't have to be.
I just have to be dead.
decembersnow decembersnow
18-21, F
2 Responses Jan 19, 2013

nicely put "snow"

I would love to meet you in person and give you a huge hug! I have some great news. Thankfully, we don't have to be good enough or depend on ourselves. We were not made for that. Not one single person in all of creation has been or will be perfect, except the One who made us, died for us, and rose from the grave for us. His name is Jesus. I met Him when I was 21 years old, and He has given me life, and life abundantly. Jesus came and lived the perfect life so we would not have to. He made you uniquely special and beautiful, and He wants you to know Him, so you will know who you are and the depth of His love for you. We were designed for relationship with our Heavenly Father. He adores you, and you are on His mind every moment of every day. Trust Him with all of your heart. He has amazing plans for your life. Let me know you received this. Bless you, wonderful daughter of God!