Tomorrow will be my 21st birthday. and honestly i feel old. useless. like there's nothing more to live for. After all i was excited for 10 (no more single digit ages), 13 (officially a "teen"), 18 ("grown") and now at 21 (legal) what more is there? I mean for now, yeah, college. then a job. family MAYBE. kids who knows.

 Mom's money isn't like it used to be since she retired. So now..i'm mostlikely not going to get anything..a few "Happy Birthday"'s from "friends" and online myspace strangers..but that's it. So ...I feel like this is the beginning of the end.


*and I'm NOT asking for well-wishers or "it'll get better soon...etc" Just simply sharing my story.



lostprophet lostprophet
22-25, F
Feb 17, 2010