I Don't Know Anymore

I have no sense of direction anymore; I'm 22, homeless, jobless, alcoholic, loveless. All I do is sleep in my car which is out of gas and wish my life was over. I feel like everything I do I just **** it up, and fall even harder down I have disappointed my whole family most of wish have turned there back. Right now I'm stealing internet from a starbucks and drinking while I watch cars float on by thinking how easy it would be to just walk out and play chicken with a car.
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22-25
May 6, 2012