I Am So Tired Of Living Like This

First I got c.o.p.d. , Then  I found out I have hepatitis c that has gone into cirrosis , Then it was a leaky heart valve. And now they want me to be checked out for stomach cancer that  I thought was anoter gall bladder attack. It  just doesn't end. I tried to take the meds for hep c. and it about did me in, it's like chemo so what good would it do to find out I have the cancer when I sure can't take the chemo!
dolittle95 dolittle95
56-60
1 Response May 17, 2012

I know how you feel. I am bedridden since Feb with an illness and the doctors haven't been able to figure out what is wrong with me. It's getting worse not better. Most of the time i am so sick i can't even be on the computer. My 40th birthday is in a couple of weeks and i cant do anything to celebrate except be devistatingly ill and in pain. I can't take pain killers because they make me throw up. I just wanted you to know that I know how it feels to want to die due to severe illness. We should not have to suffer this way.