Always

Always left behind
No matter who the person
Always discarded
No matter how hard I try
In the end, the same truth always become clear

I am unlovable. I am a burden. I am a waste of space. I am not worth anything.

I want to die. I know it's selfish of me to say, but I want to die.
eternalxin eternalxin
18-21
2 Responses May 18, 2012

I seem to have the same problem. I, in hopes of someone appreciating me, am really good to someone and as soon as I help get them where they want to go, they abandon me. This has happened so often in my life that now I am much older and don't know where to go or what to do with myself and they are all living a normal life. <br />
I was abandoned by my Mother at birth and found out that she never wanted me and it took me awhile to realize that I have been looking for that love al my life.Even my daughters who I adored and gave up the best years of my life for, left and do not care what happens to me.<br />
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Anything or anyone who ever has loved me, like my grandaughter who I raised for 3 years or my dog who was my best friend for 12 years has been taken away from me.

ur problem seems vague...