No Remorse I Wanna Die

I'm tired. I'm humiliated...starting to hate leaving my room...addicted..promiscuous ..its taking to long to die.
I don't want love. I don't want to look at people in the eye or talk to anyone...I don't want them to know that under my clown paint and dumb jokesis someone who hates herself feels worthless .
if it wouldn't trouble people so much I would have done it by now.
At least if I did they wouldn't have to worry anymore
beezlebubbles beezlebubbles
31-35, F
Nov 27, 2012