When Nothings Without Pain

I am only 18. Everything hurts. These last two years have been awful ones and I have attempted suicide twice. I had a friend though through those past two years who talked to me almost every day. Today he told me I'm not his priority and we stopped talking. I lost my final friend. It hurts so bad. I have to leave my house and have no where to go and no car. This is really hopeless. Surely anybody can see that. I'm in so much pain and there is nothing for me left. All I can hope is that it won't be long now :,/
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18-21
Dec 1, 2012