So Much Pain

For as long I can remember someone was touching me sexually. It seems everyone I ever knew as a child molested me. As an adult I have had many issues addiction, depression, anger, rage. It has caused so many problems with my youngest because he cant forgive me for the addiction. I never have known happiness only pain, only sadness. Never felt like I ever fit in anywhere or could ever be myself I was who you needed me to be. I am tired and have nothing left to give. I just don't know if i want to be on this earth anymore.
sadmomofboys sadmomofboys
41-45
Dec 7, 2012