I Want to Die
I think they should have been more specific when asking this question. For the sake of an accurate response, I am going to fill in the little bits that they have mistakenly omitted:
Do I want to die now? Unequivocally No. Definitely not. I can say without the slightest hesitation that death does not make my "to do" list at the present.
What about now? Nope. Still don't want to die.
How about occasionally? Yes. I suffer from depression. I'd be lying if I said the thought had not crossed my mind... on several occasions. But now is not one of them.
How about ever.. do you want to die ever? Yes, yes, I realize the whole Interview With The Vampire/ Highlander "who wants to live forever" malarkey might sound all flowery and lovely to some, but to me it sounds like eternal damnation. Life is rough. It is just long enough. The notion of living forever sounds like a biblical plague. I am certain doctors would be scrambling for a vaccine should this ever happen. Spare me.
Do I want to die now? Unequivocally No. Definitely not. I can say without the slightest hesitation that death does not make my "to do" list at the present.
What about now? Nope. Still don't want to die.
How about occasionally? Yes. I suffer from depression. I'd be lying if I said the thought had not crossed my mind... on several occasions. But now is not one of them.
How about ever.. do you want to die ever? Yes, yes, I realize the whole Interview With The Vampire/ Highlander "who wants to live forever" malarkey might sound all flowery and lovely to some, but to me it sounds like eternal damnation. Life is rough. It is just long enough. The notion of living forever sounds like a biblical plague. I am certain doctors would be scrambling for a vaccine should this ever happen. Spare me.
By:
anovelplan
Age:
36-40
,
Female
