The Struggle.

i find myself wishing i was the girl living at the mental institution. every night i pray for the strength to admit myself. it's just so hard to help yourself when all you have is yourself. i've been screaming help alone, in crowds, with friends, and family for years. my throats starting to hurt, and still, no one has heard me. youth shouldnt be let go anyway...

gypsysoul gypsysoul
22-25, F
4 Responses Jun 28, 2007

i wish for the same thing. i wish i can just check myself in a mental institution and get treatment but i can't. i don't want to risk losing my job and my chances of getting a new one, esp now that i am in nursing school.

Sometimes I feel the same

At least at the mental institution they probably provide their patients with a bed, three meals a day, and a roof over their heads.

Naw, sweetie, it must be tough for you that none of your loved ones hear and understand you. Don't despair; even though they might not understand there are other people out there that do! Stay strong and optimistic, you still have a long life in front of you; and happy moments are bound to come! :D Oh, btw, you have me, and all others here :D