I Am Sorry.

I'm sorry to everyone that knows me. I'm sorry you have met such a useless waste of space. I'm sorry you're reading this. I want to be out of everyone's way as much as you want me to be. I wish I had the courage to actually do a proper suicide attempt. I could take pills, slit my wrists, or hang myself. I wouldn't use a gun because that would make too much of a mess to clean up. I'm supposed to be out of the way, right?
I don't want people to worry about me. Just let me die because it's what I want. Please. Please let me die. I don't want to be here anymore. I'm so sick of living. My wrists are aching; there's too much blood in them.
walkingistoomainstream walkingistoomainstream
22-25, F
3 Responses Nov 3, 2013

More people than you know feel like this. Knowing you're not strong enough to take your own life means you also know you're strong enough to live the one you have been given. If we really wanted to die...I know we all could find a way. I think what we really want is just someone to listen and show some compassion. I hope you all can find it here

I feel the same and the only way I feel better about myself is when I'm talking to someone special or when I'm being punished for having such thoughts.

trust me you are not alone i feel the same way everyday and if you ever need someone to talk to im here, you will never bother me.