Who Should I Be?

Call me Az, yeah that's it, my name, I really love it.
I wish I could tell you everything..of everything about me, but it's really hard to get to know me..I don't even think that I know myself...
I don't know what's wrong with me, my past begins to seem blur in my mind, and I'm not even someone I used to be, or is this really me? Have I been this way all this time?
I don't know, we'll never know..
I've tried to be a nice person, to be kind, to show some respects, to act like normal girl..
What else should I do to be good enough anyway?
I live in a world of 8 billion people and I don't know if I should try to impress anyone..Should I?
Or should I just pretend to live in my own world without caring the existence of others anymore?
I'm sorry, I'm so f-cked up sometimes.
I wish I could make anyone happy..at least that way I can find a point in living this life, but..I can't even talk.
I'm so boring and nothing..just nothing more.
I'm just a human who can read minds sometimes, and it's so hard to talk to people whose minds I can read!
Who should I be?
Sorry for not being good enough like everyone expects me to be..
This is never what I want..
I always wanna be important to someone else, but as the time goes on..
I can only disappoint everyone.
I'm sorry, I'm just so sorry.
HakujitsuSeiten HakujitsuSeiten
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 5, 2012

Read my mind O.o