First of all hello everyone out there, I am Misty.
It's not like my life is full of miseries or bad luck but the thing is this mind of mine keeps playing tricks on me, once in a few months I feel totally down and spiral ling down into the deep dark hole of negativism and self doubt, my fear has got over my passion and my doubt over my guilt, everywhere I try to find some support, I am disappointed, this phase usually withers off when I try enough to ignore it for some time, but this time, it has not gone yet, I can;t still find good words to write this preview I'm feeling so bad, actually my life is pretty good, but why does this keeps happening with me?
Well I keep bunking my classes and most of the time all I want to do is just sleep, sometimes I just want to fade away and watch people do their chores and household work, it also affects my health, so better got to take care about it.
Can it be an unconscious fear or some person or a trauma, or simply need for something else? well this is my first post and written in a very bitter mood, so I apologize but will be back with better ones :)