Sad Clown

I am someone, who to most people, has a great life. Wonderful family. Good job. Nice things. As I've gone through emotional highs and lows most of my life, i am at a particularly low point. Possibly my lowest. I do and say what is expected of me. I'm a good wife and a mom. Here is what I'm not suppose to say or think: I hate my life. The only thing I look forward to is death. I am not in a position to throw muself in front of a car, but I REALLY welcome getting hit by one.

What do I do?j
merss merss
36-40
Dec 8, 2012