I would do this every day of my life. This would be to get away from it all. I love my kids, but get away from them and all of their fighting, get away from work and mostly get away from the fact that I have no friends. I am so lonely.
Don't do that, FG! You are too much loved. At times when I've felt unloved and adding no real value, I've felt like that: but it's a great guilt inducer. I'll usually read something about someone who has lived through terrible suffering and soldiers on regardless, after which I pick up my little burdens again and plod timidly on!