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Tearful

My heart feels too heavy....I want to cry...desperately I need to cry...I want to see my eyes reddened....eyelids swollen shut....mouth corners turned down.....sobs racking my body violently....tears rolling down my cheeks on to my neck...Let me get drowned in the salty sea of my own tears...I don't want to....smile...I don't want to write any mails...I don't want even to watch sunset..I don't want to talk with anyone..I don't want to listen to anything................just cry...helplessly....cry and cry and cry only....crying will not make things any better ...but .........................Mom where are you? Do you hear me?
tenderheart35 tenderheart35 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 13, 2011

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Thank you lovetoday andPhileve for holding my hand...

I'm sure your mom hears you, try taking a long quiet walk by yourself and chat as much as you like to mom, I'm sure mom will hear you and also remember all those good times the two of you spent together, and talk to mom about these, and I do know these memories will always be with you and nobody can take those away. Please take care and keep talking to mom .. Phil x

Loss of a loved one is very hard. Talk or cry to your mother she is always there in your heart, and I believe she hears you. hugs love2day