Who Doesn't. But Sin...

Who doesn't.  But since the only way out, that I can see, is death.  I try not to think about it too much. I am in a dark place at the moment, I'm sure a lot of people out there can appreciate that.  Sometimes it's hard to think of others, especially when you've hacked into so much flesh there is blood all over the floor.  perhaps I should think about who'll clean up the mess, but then I clean it up and go back to bed and try to stave off the thought of death that constantly intrudes upon all my waking minutes.
I'll try to pull my finger out and get over myself ASAP.  When someone can tell me how one does that without resorting to guilt, cliche and bogus empathy. 
Sorry I'm a bit upset at the moment. I'll get over it.  It's what I do best.  Stiff upper lip; don't want anyone to know I'm in pain.  Save that for when people start shooting and blowing stuff up that's when the REAL suffering begins and you then have the right to welcome death.
Sorry I'm a bit more BPD than usual today.
DarkPhoenix DarkPhoenix
31-35, F
1 Response May 28, 2007

I have been there. Sometimes it seems things are better but then the downward spiril begins. There are those of us who do care. I am one who does. Talk to me.