Letting Go Sounds Easier Than It Is

 i seem to have tons of things in my life i need to let go of .From  my mental illness to living a normal life  to the mental abuse of my husband . I still have so many things i cant bury and  except . I really need to learn how to let go . But its hard i tend to hold Grudges and live in agony everyday . It seems like everytime i can begin to let go . ... I am halted . But this is a goal of mine in therapy . And i need to start working towards it and move on with the things that should be more important .... like living in the moment . But i suffer from my past and  dread the future . I have nightmares more and more . .. I dont know how to  stop them . I have a need for control because i have so  little control in my life . ... so i need to accept the things i can control and wait for more ...

starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
26-30, F
1 Response Jul 26, 2007