Drugs, Experience, My Life.

I have seen a lot and been through a lot in only 19 years and am planning on doing a lot more. Now, I know a lot of people would never advocate drugs and alcohol, but like Hunter Thompson once said, "I hate to advocate drugs and alcohol, but they've always worked for me." Before I go further, I would like anyone who happens to come across this to know that I have been and seen addiction on my friend's side as well as my own family. I used to think that I had an addictive personality, like my father but then took complete control and realized that I have always had it. Control is a big thing for me. I like to feel in control and maybe people don't take drugs because they feel out of control. Myself, on the other hand am always in control and make sure that is always so. I know that there are just somethings that you can't control, maybe that's a good thing sometimes. For the most part though, I am in full control.

It's easier to tell people what I haven't done, opposed to what I have. I've shared so many memories and know there will be more.

I don't know if that was really an experience, I felt it just had to be shared.

cocaineoctopus cocaineoctopus
18-21
2 Responses Mar 23, 2009

Couple years.

your just starting out, that's for sure