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My Ultimate Goal

I have been cross dressing since a teen and I will not tell you how long that has been, just know that it is a long time. I have worked hard over the years to perfect my female persona and although I probably would not pass in the bright light, have gained some satisfaction in my image.
Recently I began seriously taking herbal hormones and they have had some effect, basically larger nipples and B cup breasts so far.
I have also become more conservative in my dress, looking more to be the average every day woman instead of a hooker or starlet teeny bopper.
I have reached a plateau however and have thought for a long time how can I get to the next level. I have come to the conclusion that in order to move forward as a woman, I must experience sex from the female point of view. I need to feel what a woman feels when she gives sex and receives it.
To take my long polished nails and run them up and down a thick, hard ****. To take my lipstick covered lips and kiss the tip. Licking up and down I gradually move again to the tip and take in my waiting mouth to began gently sucking. I will increase the pace as the guy gets worked up by my tongue until he eventually gives me what I wanted for so long....................hmmmmmmmmmmm

Then he lays me back on the bed and spreads my legs. He fingers my waiting vagina and begins to lick it up and down. Slowly he leans back and brings that awesome **** forward, just barely touching me. With a smooth practiced movement, he slides it in as far as it will go, filling me like I have never been filled before. Gradually he begins to move it in and out, in and out, always picking up the pace. It is not long before he stiffens and begins to shoot even more love juice into my waiting honey hole......

That gurls is what I long for, how about you?
Mustanglisa54 Mustanglisa54 56-60, M 8 Responses Aug 11, 2013

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Oh yeah !!!

I hear you Mustanglisa, it has often been a fantasy of mine as well. I would love to experiance it. The closest thing I have found, w/o doing the surgery though is the femskin, artificial vagina you can wear.

I would love to try that, but it is so expensive!

I know hun, it is, but it is the closest w/o surgery really. Even if you only get the lower half and some good breast forms, you can have a nice *****

I don't have to worry about breast forms anymore. I am proud to say that I can fill a b cup bra now.

Very nice.

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mmmmmm sounds so sexy,,,, makes me very hot thinking about it,,, i want to be a gurl so bad...

I so want to go out more dressed I need to make more time for it. I need to make some friends too

I so desire that

I can relate to that dream................
but I must admit, I'm not as pretty as you

Blush, blush......................

The first thing I want to say is that if you are interested in intimacy with a transwoman, there are a few things I think it important for you to know. One thing to remember is that, if you’ve seen “She-male” **** videos…our bodies are rarely like that… Full-on erections and *********** like you see in those are a rarity and many times a construct of the videographers to sell kink ****.
First of all, I not have any issue having a strap-on used on me. Why? Because I don't feel like a man. I have an issue of, doing “butch” style acts in the bedroom. While your lesbian lovers in the past may have not had issue, remember something…it’s because they never had a **** in the first place. They never had to actually use one, on a daily basis, all while on the inside screaming for the madness to stop and be rid of it. Some of my friends have even gone to such great lengths as to try to get rid of it by brutal means…
I just cannot assume that pretend male role of doing the penetration via strap-on, please have enough care for my feelings to not ask.
I crave intimacy with every fiber of my body. I want to lie naked with you, running our fingertips all over each other's body. Running my tongue all over you. taste your juices as I slip my tongue into you, flick it across your ****, bury my face into your womanhood… Is crave the taste of you, the scent of your, your intimate touch.
I want to feel every bit the woman when I lie naked with you, fondling and kissing you…and I want you to reciprocate. With you utilizing your strap-on... I do not want you to pretend you enjoy it. If you don’t, tell me. Tell me and walk away. Let me find one who can. It is just that very simple. My heart may be broken for a short time, but it is better than letting you get deeper into my soul only to rip yourself away with such a harsh reality that you can’t be with me in that way.
Let me show you what feels good to us.. Be patient, though. This may take a bit of experimentation. Just as you are discovering your body, I rediscovering it myself.
My size and my inability to gain or maintain a full erection has brought something else to the fore. Manipulate me as you would finger yourself, minus insertion with your fingers. Rub your body against mine as you do this.
Don’t be afraid to take the upper hand in your exploration. I often find myself in a state of sheer bliss letting my lover do what she will with me, letting my body’s responses tell her what arouses me most. This can take on the form of Tantric Manipulation, even. Your fingers exploring every inch of me as you watch my reactions. Watch for the signs you may well know yourself when the same is done to you.
I want to please you as much as you may want to see how you can get me to have *******. This is important to me. I'm not looking for a quick ****. I want to make love to my partner. Often, I'm starved for this intimacy and I'm aching to give to you as much as I crave to be pleasured.
Feel free to bring some sex toys into the lovemaking. Not only you may be surprised, but I WOULD be just as surprised by how I feel in that private and intimate moment by what we BOTH find pleasurable. My willingness to be adventurous may simply be a matter of degrees.
Be prepared for what you may find when it comes to our genitals… As I said before, mine are very small and unable to get a firm erection. This is what the hormones did to me while I used them. Don’t feel sorry about it for me. I wanted this, or I would not be transitioning. We like it this way. Remember, I'm now working towards having a functioning vagina and ****…a great surgeon who can make it indistinguishable from a natal woman’s genitals being an ultimate goal.
For now, I get by with what I'm still forced to have.
Don’t let the word “forced” fool you, though. I am fully capable of ****** in the hands of a woman with patience, care, and understanding…and one who truly holds my heart. I'm often even capable of multiple *******! My past partners has been surprised by this fact a time or three. You'll fine me one of the most trusting and dedicated partners in lovemaking that you have ever had. Not only in the bedroom, but in life.

The fantasy is lovely, the real thing is heavenly.

i want to try the real thing so bad.... i'll bet its beautiful

It was a truly lovely experience for me. My man was a complete gentleman, a real loving experience.

wow that sounds so lovely,, a dream come true

Yes, my dream did come true. I was afraid the real thing wouldn't be as good as the fantasy but was it ever. It was a wonderfully lovely experience that left me wanting more.

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