Only But A Dream

I have kissed a girl before, actually, my best friend. Senior in high school and after a few beers we were both a little bubbly. The thing is, I want to do more than just kiss a girl, and I want a girl to do more than just kiss me. I am so shy and tend to be very conservative in the way I dress on a day to day basis. I came out as bisexual at 16, and all of my girl friends were fine with it as long as i didnt "hit" on them. I respect that so I havent. But i have wanted to feel a woman's soft skin and inviting figure for years and cannot seem to bring myself to actually initate the process. Maybe one day the chance will arise, but until then I just dream about it. As i get older, I am interested in men less and less and I am not sure if it is because I am so fascinated with women, or if it is because men truely did almost nothing for me to begin with. Either way, it is only but a dream, for now. :)
AutumRM AutumRM
3 Responses Aug 10, 2010

too bad for us ehh? sometimes i hate myself for being too coward. there were several instances wherein there were women hitting on me but im just too chicken to reciprocate, thinking that maybe it was just my imagination on them hitting on me! coward ehh?

yea. thats a worry of mine but im just too shy to venture out in real life so im sitting back and trying to learn to read cues haha

i empathize you, i have the strong desire in acting out these urges and fantasies but im living in a judgemental kind of society. i even ventured to a female bisexual group in yahoo messenger hoping someone (woman) to talk to, but got frustrated since most of them are men pretending to be women tro get more action