Let It Out

I wish I could just explode, the feeling has been surging more frequently lately, maybe the pressures of exams or relationships rund dry. I wanna explode, like the guy from heros, just tear apart everything, just let go! What I really want is to go off on someone, someone who's pushed me a little too far, its already happened once, he thought itd be funny to kick my heels, and I just let go, I turned around and started punching him, I was absolutely going at him, not because of what he did, but because of what everyone did. I do not show my anger which can be a bad thing if tensions get too high I just have to explode. After I was done with my bought of anger I arose from my frenzy to see my team gathered around staring at me, their eyes piercing me, like finally they understood. But they cant understand, I stood next to this kid as he lay curled up on the ground, I don't know what came over me, I tried to shrug it off like it was some kind of joke but who was I kidding they saw through my facade. I just wish that I could get rid of all this anger that I hold inside aimed at no one in particular. While people look at me and I smile at them they can't understand how I am ticking waiting from something to set me off given the right push.
Cadeter Cadeter
18-21, M
1 Response Dec 20, 2007

I feel the same way, just a little prvocation and then that person should get ready because i will go all out. I hope that never happens.