I Need Strength From My GodAs most of you know, i was denied services because no surgeon will touch me in the shape i'm in. They said physical therapy and traction i just can't do. They said it would be to much for me. I thought i found the answer to my life, but it won't happen my friends. I prayed that i would receive a blessing today, but i knew it would fail just by the doctors ex
I've been crying half the day, i've never felt so useless and desperate. I'm angry, i battling many emotions, I want to isolate myself and die but i cant. This is the hardest blow i've been given in my life. I will never walk again, i will never win the gold again. I'm mourning. If i cant do what i love, life isn't worth the trouble. Its what makes me who i am. Have mercy on my weakness my friends.