I Want to Be I Want It to Be With the Person I Am With

He's wonderful and I know that I am not head over feet, but I want him I do cause its right cause I don't want to hurt him cause he does make me happy most of the time.

I am a junky for firsts I love the first kiss the first time he says I love you, thats what I want the first over and over and over again. The close I get to this is the person I could spend the rest of my life with the less I want it.

A while ago I had my heart broken shatter by lets call him Apollo, and his ghost still haunts me cause I loved him with no conditions recklessly and blindly, and when he so broke up with me I was shattered I knew it was happening I knew that it was around the bend, I hate it cause even if i want to prevent him from having the upper hand I couldn't walk away cause no matter what I was in love and loved him. Apollo shatter me into what I am today and I don't know how to get her back but I am sure that is also why I am having a hard time loving head over feet again cause I don't want to be that hurt again

Starbuck82 Starbuck82
31-35, F
1 Response Mar 10, 2009

We all have an Apollo....*sighs... Damn them!