I've never had much luck in relationships. Most guys I've dated have cheated and lied and had kids on the side. I want something different and real. I want to have a real relationship where I'm with a man who wants me for who I am, not because he wants to get in my pants. I want to feel an overwhelming love for someone who feels the same way. It doesn't need to be anything big, just real. I want a real relationship with someone I can confide my fears and hopes and not have to worry about how I look in front of them. I want to be respected and cared for. I want love.