Yellow

Look at the stars, look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow..

This is how I want to feel again. Funny that this used to hurt me so much, now I miss it. Yellow hair. I couldn't bare him, but loved him so. I still love him. Yet, when I touch, when I see, when I hear, it's not him. Felt like a fairytale. Now, it is a fairytale. A unicorn once I saw but cannot find now. He is there, somewhere under his skin, somewhere I cannot reach now. He feels the same for me. 
We stand, lookng at each other's eyes. try to dig a hole there and ind what we used to be. I miss him so much. Now it is silence for eternity. I could try to reach forever, but we tried at least a thousand times. We try to touch for each others' ghosts now. I love you forever.
TaleofConstantinople TaleofConstantinople
18-21, F
May 11, 2012