Will I Ever Find 'the One'?

i know i'm 13, i know i'm still young, its just that everyone around me has somebody, and i feel left out and that i will never find anyone, not many guys here talk to me, they don't even know i exsit...

i mean, i'm happy that i'm single cause i have more freedome, but..i'm afraid that i will never find him, i mean guys are jerks where i am, and i feel like a total loser when i see every girl with a guy, and then they laugh at me when i say i'm happy being single, and when valintines comes...everyone gets a card from there guy or girl...i mean i know a lot people are older and happy but are they really? i mean seeing everyone with a guy or girl?........

i feel like i will be alone forever, and that no matter what i do to changed....i will never find the right guy...when i think i do..he's alreadt taken or isent the person who he says he is, i mean you know when somebodys (me) a loser when on an online video game guys ask you out and then you say yes but then they remove you and find someone else..


i have tried to change they way i look before but it was still the same thing....i've tried everything to get a guy to talk to me I.R.L, but they won't for some reason only over the internet will a guy a talk to me, but I.R.L guys just look at you and are like "she's ugly" i mean like they don't even come up to ypu say Hi, i mean like why won't they just say hi...

i try to dress more girly to even get a guys attion but he just looks laughs and then walks away...i havent even had kiss! not by family members, not by friends, NOT EVEN M=BY MY CAT! ok that just sounded weird..but still....i just wish that one guy here ONE GUY! would talk to me I.R.L but they don't :( i guess i'm just to ugly to have anyone talk to me..i mean not even girls will either...but i guess that just how the world is...nobody wants to talk to ugly girl...

i guess that playing the game of life i lost, can't get anything, no friends (besides the internet) nobody to talk to (again besides the internet) and i'm scared to be sad over the internet cause i don't wanna annoy my friends.. but playing the game of life i lost horribley....congrats to that did win or that even have a life...

i don't ever get out..when i do its just a terrible time, i mean i try to not make it a terrible time but the other person does, i guess my future is laying in bed and playing games over the internet and a big fat loser...OH WAIT i already do that...my lifes going nowhere...and it never will
1PrettyLittlePsycho1 1PrettyLittlePsycho1
16-17, F
4 Responses Dec 6, 2012

When I was in middle school I was so lanky and strange looking! I grew really quickly and I looked like I was stretched. My neck was way too long I was way too thin (not in a good way). No one wanted to date me, until I was around 15 when things really changed.

I modeled all through high school. Nothing big! But I modeled in my province, and a few others, and I got paid for it. Lots of boys wanted to date (and take advantage of) me once high school started. I just stopped modeling because I am in university, but the point is..

You will grow into your looks and you will learn to love yourself, and you will find love!!

although I am still personally waiting for the finding love part...be patient and I will to!

i totally feel for you. i felt the same way when i was thirteen, and two years have passed: no new news...
i know that there is someone out there for me, i just want it now :P
but i feel that if i wait, i'll either explode or just finding that someone will be so worth it :)

same here :(

Aww :( don't worry about it :) You will find someone who likes you for who you are, doesn't judge by your looks.... People who judge by looks will be the ones who fail because they realize too late that looks aren't everything.... Someone will find you and fall in love with you or whatever.... Remember there are 7billion people out there.... You will find one :)

thnx :) i'l remember that :)

People are growing common :) as people grow more common chances of finding the person grow....