I Want To Be Fed!

I have this fantasy about being tied down or to a chair and being force fed food...stuff that i like but just constantly all day and then sleeping for a few hours and then woken up and fed again. and then fed chocolates and other candies. I get really excited thinking about it...i don't know if this is just a fantasy or something i raelly want, but i want to get to the point that i just have to sit in one place and be fed...so that i can't really move and i and still tied and fed 24/7...

is this weird?