Self Esteem At All Time Low

i would give anything for someone to be attracted to me and would openly flirt with me. guess those days are gone. my wife doesn't seem too interested so maybe i am unremarkable.
loserdude07 loserdude07
36-40, M
2 Responses May 8, 2007

I know the feeling. My husband isn't interested in me THAT way either. The medications he takes play a big part of that though, I'm sure. But we recently underwent an experience that completely shook the foundation of my self esteem. Now I wonder if it's really ALL the medication's fault or am I that UGLY and FAT. I'm tired of people telling me that I have a good heart! Who gives a rats *** ????? I'm tired of being told about all my good qualities and nothing mentioned about my appearance. Guess that doesn't fall under the "good quality" category. I WANT TO BE PRETTY! Or at least find a man who makes me feel pretty, this one makes me feel pretty UGLY.

Are you confident in yourself? you should relax.