I Went Out With Another Person While I Was Happily Married With My Current Husband.

I tried to put this into the confessions area but I couldn't so I am going to put it in here.
My husband and I are an extremely happy couple, with 3 children called Bob, Antonio and Phillip, they are the most amazing thing that ever happened to me. However, 3 years ago I was doing something sinful that put all of that^ on the line. I was in the gym one day looking at myself in the mirror thinking how fat I looked in my tight yellow lycra exercise outfit, afterall I had just given birth to my first child (Bob) so I needed to get it all off. I thought that I needed to work a lot harder than I was so I decided to take my fitness to the next level with a personal trainer. His name was Derek and he was absolutely charming with the added bonus of a HOT body! The problem was, I completely forgot to mention the fact that I was married (at that point for 2 years). One evening after a grooling 2 hour session with him, he asked if I wanted to go for a drink in the bar next door. I must say I knew that it would end badly because I am a light weight and I wasn't going to turn down the offer for some desperately needed alcohol. We had had about 4 full bottles of wine between us, at the end of the night he asked for my number and I gave it to him. Little did I know that he was going to text me non-stop for the next eight weeks while he was half way around the world doing a fitness programme in Australia. Of course they were harmless texts, my husband didn't say anything about it; well he didn't say anything until Derek called me asking what I was doing the day after he was back, my husband asked who that was, I just said an old school mate that I hadn't spoken to in a while, he thought nothing more of it and replied: 'that would be nice'. Anyway, after Derek returned, I went to all my sessions with him and every night after them we would go to the same bar and drink the same quantity as the first time. After our 14th full session together (that means including the drinking) I found myself in his bed the next day not remembering anything from the night before. We met awkwardly a couple of weeks later and he admitted that he would like to start a long term relationship with me. I agreed to it, not even reluctantly. You may ask why I did it, truth be told I was bored, I wanted more action, it was commited but it was fun. It was like living a double life, so surreal and cliched. I told them every two weeks that I had business oppertunities to attend. The really awful thing was that I had to look after Bob, this meant taking him to meet Derek, I kept blurting out lies after lies about the whole situation, he was fine with it all. I didn't love Derek like I loved my husband so after Derek told me that he loved me I broke it off. The worst thing that came out of all this was the lies, the most awful being when I got Chlamydia from Derek, my husband and I had been intimate with each other before that for 7 years, so why now all of a sudden my husband asked, I told him that it must be from a loo seat, I didn't even think to ask him what he had been up to. To this day none of the men know and hopefully they never will, you may be thinking that I am the devils wife, but it's my mistake and I feel awful. Thanks for reading. xxx
babyboo1234 babyboo1234
22-25, F
May 18, 2012