I feel as if everything I do is wrong, everything I say is wrong, everything I don't do is wrong, everything I don't say is wrong. The only two people who know/care about me think I am a mean and hateful person. They see a clingy, desperate, unsure, self consious, defensive, mean, lying *****. I don't want to be this person. I know I cannot be happy, but I just want to be comfortable in my own skin.